Sunday, December 25, 2011

Be Merry & Enjoy the Magic a Little Longer (please)

*Christmas Morning 2011*
This could very well be the last Christmas that Evan believes in the magic of Santa.  I suspect he won't be willing to overlook the space-time continuum thing much longer in regards to Santa's ability to deliver billions of presents around the world in one night.
 Evan checking out the evidence that Santa visited
 present from Santa! cool metal detector
 RC plane
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 3!!! Boomer Sooner! Real OU helmet for Evan
 Introducing Laird Markas Jackson
 treasure hunting in the backyard
 The Sloan Siblings
Our dog guest Hallie playing with Price 

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Twas the Night Before Christmas

Christmas Eve 2011
keeping up traditions
 cookies for Santa
 tracking Santa's progress
 letter to Santa
 treats for Santa - milk, cookies & donuts(?)
reading Twas the Night Before Christmas

Thursday, December 22, 2011

I'm thunderstruck?

It's interesting the things I miss since moving North.

I miss thunder.  We had thunderstorms yesterday.  I can't remember the last time I heard thunder.  We get lots of rain in Western Pennsylvania, but now that I have stopped to think about it... we get very little thunder and lightning.  I found the sound of yesterday's thunder oddly comforting.

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Open for Business


Announcing to the grand re-opening of the Morning Star Studio shop at Etsy.com!
*custom embroidery and other fun creations*

also check out the Morning Star Studio blog

Monday, November 21, 2011

rockin' the green

Green Belt Evan!

Evan earned his green belt in Taekwondo Friday night.  It is his fifth belt since beginning Taekwondo in March. I like that Evan is learning life skills as well as physical skills.  And that he is having a blast while learning!

Friday, November 18, 2011

cross country card swap

My California Linda made me these ubber fabulous artist trading cards. Linda never ceases to amaze me with her creative eye.
 I {heart} these cards! Thanks, Linda!





the long night


 I have a book list.  A list of books to read which fill me with a certain measure of dread at the mere thought of reading them.  Books that I know will take me to a dark place.  Night has been on this list for a couple of years. While researching Poland, I realized the opportunity to include it as a powerful example of Polish history.  Afterall millions of people lived the horror described so vividly in Night, the least I could do was honor the memory by reading it's pages.

Wiesel writes in his intro to the book that words were "limiting" and "became an obstacle" in his attempt to describe his experiences. He also pondered, "How was one to rehabilitate and transform words betrayed and perverted by the enemy?" An entire dictionary of words can not describe with any justice the truth of Auschwitz and the other such places, so I'll simply say: Night is a haunting account of humanity at its unequivocal worst and its supreme best.

"And then I explain to him how naive we were, that the world did know and remained silent.  And this is why I swore never to be silent whenever and wherever human beings endure suffering and humiliation.  We must take sides.  Neutrality helps the oppressor, never the victim.  Silence encourages the tormentor, never the tormented. Sometimes we must interfere.  When human lives are endangered, when human dignity is in jeopardy, national borders and sensitivities become irrelevant.  Wherever men and women are persecuted because of their race, religion, or political views, that place must - at that moment - become the center of the universe."  - excerpt from The Nobel Peace Prize acceptance speech delivered by Elie Wiesel in Oslo December, 1986.

Monday, November 14, 2011

They drive on the right side!

What relief! Just in case any of you were wondering, Poland is a right side of the road nation. It is an important piece of info when faced with the possibility of moving to Poland in the next couple of years.  The energy services business is expected to boom in Poland very soon.  Halliburton is already established there. The 'higher-ups' would like Markas to gain international experience - 2 or 3 years abroad.  My daydreams instantly turn to Scotland or Australia.  Poland was never on my radar.  I mean really... who moves to Poland? But Poland is currently the big contender. So being the typical me, I immediately begin researching all things Polish.  Books have been read, Internet has been surfed, a video has been watched. All the while knowing that by doing my homework on life in Poland, it lessens our chance of ever moving there.  It's something to do with the Halliburton Laws of Fate.  Just to prove my point, as I am researching Poland, my hubby gets offered a position in Midland, Texas.  How opposite of Poland can you get?  The armpit of America aka West Texas? [insert eye rolling here]. Talk about out of the blue.  But the plan is to stay in Western Pennsylvania. Markas completing his goal of getting 12 frac crews up and running over the next 18 months to 2 years and me learning about expatriate life in order to make an informed decision when the time comes as well as continuing my Pennsylvania adventure.

Good to know: An expatriate (in abbreviated form, expat) is a person temporarily or permanently residing in a country and culture other than that of the person's upbringing. The word comes from the Latin terms ex ("out of") and patria ("country, fatherland"). Thanks, Wikipedia. I was concerned because expatriate was so close to ex patriot.  When I looked up the definition I thought well of course... it's a Latin thing.  Latin makes everything tricky! ; )

 I'll be honest... I had to google Poland to find out what countries bordered it.  I knew it was sandwiched between Germany and 'old Russia', but the geographical specifics disappeared from my mind in my teens.
 a view of a city square
a Halliburton frac job in Poland

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Autobots, Transform!

Father/Son Project
Markas & Evan designed and built Evan's new headboard.  Keeping with Evan's Transformers theme, it is grey with metal.  Good work, guys!


Art Therapy

My two latest artist trading cards.  They were made for an ATC swap with my California Linda♥.I only got 2 of the 6 completed : / Both of these cards were made fairly shortly after my stroke.  And both are inspired by that experience.


 (I will post pics of Linda's fabulous creations soon.)

 'always waiting for the other shoe to drop'

'sometimes you just have to sit with it for awhile'
 

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

A Woman Should...

"A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....

enough money within her control to move out

and rent a place of her own even if she never wants

to or needs to...


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....

something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her

dreams wants to see her in an hour...


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ...

a youth she's content to leave behind....


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....

a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to

retelling it in her old age....


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .....

a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black

lace bra...


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....

one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who

lets her cry...


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....

a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone

else in her family...


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....

eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a

recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored...


A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ....

a feeling of control over her destiny...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

how to fall in love without losing herself..


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

how to quit a job,
break up with a lover,
and confront a friend without ruining the friendship...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

when to try harder... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

that she can't change the length of her calves,

the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents..


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

that her childhood may not have been perfect...but it's over...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

what she would and wouldn't do for love or more...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

how to live alone... even if she doesn't like it...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

whom she can trust,

whom she can't,

and why she shouldn't

take it personally...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

where to go...

be it to her best friend's kitchen table...

or a charming inn in the woods...

when her soul needs soothing...


EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

what she can and can't accomplish in a day...

a month...and a year...”


― Pamela Redmond Satran

Monday, September 5, 2011

A Heavy Load

Two traveling monks reached a town where there was a young woman waiting to step out of her sedan chair. The rains had made deep puddles and she couldn't step across without spoiling her silken robes. She stood there, looking very cross and impatient. She was scolding her attendants. They had nowhere to place the packages they held for her, so they couldn't help her across the puddle.
The younger monk noticed the woman, said nothing, and walked by. The older monk quickly picked her up and put her on his back, transported her across the water, and put her down on the other side. She didn't thank the older monk, she just shoved him out of the way and departed.
As they continued on their way, the young monk was brooding and preoccupied. After several hours, unable to hold his silence, he spoke out. "That woman back there was very selfish and rude, but you picked her up on your back and carried her! Then she didn't even thank you!"
"I set the woman down hours ago," the older monk replied. "Why are you still carrying her?"
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A tale from one of my favorite 'children's' books - Zen Shorts by Jon J. Muth

I have always struggled with letting go of unnecessary loads. That's why this story resonates with me so much. And Stillwater the panda is pretty cool too. This is one of those children's books that should also be placed in the adult reading section : )

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Sharing Some Funny

Why I am your esteemed ruler.

There comes a time in world affairs when a truly great leader is needed.  I am that person.
Ruling requires a firm hand and a brave heart. I have both.  These and other superior qualities inspire awe and loyalty among my followers  - if they know what's good for them.
I thank you for your support in my supreme leadership and look forward to working with you to make my rule long and prosperous.

A short history of my rule.

Although of humble birth, I felt the call to rule at an early age.  Those around me soon realized that I was no ordinary child but rather someone destined for greatness.  I took up the mantle of ruler and the rest, as they say, is history.

from the book Rule the World - 119 Shortcuts to Total World Domination

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I had a good chuckle when I read this section on creating a manifesto.  It is over-the-top and that appeals to my quirkiness.  I am considering have business cards made up with a similar manifesto ; )

Friday, September 2, 2011

What a difference a year makes!

A year ago today movers were unloading our belongings into our new house in Indiana, PA.  Evan was in his fourth day of 2nd grade in his new school.  My life was a blur. A year later finds me definitely more settled both in the physical and mental sense.  There is a rhythm to things again and an ever improving feeling of belonging (as much as an outsider can belong anyway). 

Folks still often ask "Does it feel like home yet?".  My simplest respond is "It's getting there slowly but surely." What I want to explain is that this will never be home to me in regards to the deepest meaning of home.  Our house feels like a home in the sense that it is a reflection of us.  Oklahoma I imagine will always be home to me.  Indiana, PA is a great adventure away from home.

I've had a year to observe, learn and reflect on life here.  If pushed to count, the cons do out number the pros although many of the pros are great pros.  A huge pro for me has been the gloriously Northeast fall and the mild summer.  It is a dream come true for this Southern girl (If I could only skip the long, dark winter...) A huge con has been Indiana's "bubble" effect.  Indiana, PA simmers in it's own juices so to speak.  Everything is the way it is because it's always been that way.  Circular logic abounds!

One thing has become completely clear to me. You make your own happy.  Seems like such a simple idea, but it is profound.  I finally get it!  Sometimes more effort, work and courage is needed to find happiness.  I think I've used plenty of each in our first year here.  It is a great feeling to believe I could find happiness just about anywhere. Very freeing : )

Overall Evan has adjusted amazingly well to his new life in Pennsylvania.  He still cries out-of-the-blue sometimes though and says he wants to move back home which for him means Van Buren, AR.  He misses his friends there.  When he has these moments, I feel sick with guilt as well as a little lost about how to comfort him.

The 'Halliburton Wife Experiment' hasn't worked out as planned. I've all but abandoned it and will forever be labeled 'the boss' snobby wife' probably.  And I have to say I am really, really okay with this ; )  However that is a whole other blog post entirely.

Looking forward now toward our second year in PA, I am planning to open a small home business called Morning Star Studio, LLC.  (More details coming soon.)  I need to carve out more time for blogging and creating now that I am feeling more settled.  I have committed myself to PTA as an officer and chair of several committees. (Talk about integrating myself into local life... geez.) I am on the hunt for a better soccer experience for Evan which may very well involve commuting several times a week : /

So for now these are my thoughts.  If anything else pops into my tired brain, I'll let you all know ; )

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

our 2 light shows - 'artificial & natural'

We celebrated our first Fourth of July in Pennsylvania with a group of friends mostly made up of Halliburton folks.


Our Happy Birthday America cake

Let the water fun begin. Waterslide, water gun battles &water balloons. The kids and a few of the men-folk (and 1 reluctant lady-folk) had a blast getting wet.


Evan & Alon humoring me just long enough to get a picture of them in their matching flag t-shirts. If you look closely, you can tell Evan is already inching forward.


The following 2 pictures should be titled 'do as we say... not as we do'
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The fireflies put on quite a show of their own earlier in the evening. I haven't figured out how to capture a decent shot of the fireflies in action yet. They are one of my favorite things about our first summer in Pennsylvania. The fireflies are often so thick they seem to percolate up from the ground.
photo taken in PA
[image from altarpiece@blogspot.com]
The firefly - Photuris pennsylvanica (DeGeer) - was designated the official state insect of Pennsylvania in 1974. A small, unremarkable beetle by day, fireflies can transform a midsummer night into a fairyland of tiny, brilliant twinkling lights - a wonder of nature.

Commonly called "lightning bug" in Pennsylvania, the firefly produces light through an efficient chemical reaction using special photic organs, with very little heat given off as wasted energy.
[info from http://www.statesymbolsusa.org/]

Monday, July 4, 2011

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Sunday Morning Train

Evan & Alon enjoying the passing train and counting the train cars.

Most folks would say living next to an active train track is a negative. If you are these eight year old boys, it's all positive.

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Lego Love & Party On

Alon & Evan have put in lots of Lego hours. Entire Lego worlds have been created.


closeup of Alon's minifigures

closeup of Evan's minifigures

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The 1st Annual Jacksonfest Backyard Bash was a big success. The weather cooperated by keeping the rain away. However is was too cool for the kids to enjoy the water slide. They didn't seem to mind though. We had a nice mix of Halliburton folks, neighborhood friends and friends we've made through soccer and the YMCA. I'm guessing we had close to 50 people. Here's to doing it all over again next summer.

Friday, June 24, 2011

tiny thought of the day

image carriehart.com


There is something about a cool, rainy day that makes my attic especially neat. Six open windows covered in sheer white curtains flowing on the currents of air. Dreamy. Refreshing. A quiet space above.

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Backyard Bash & Backyard Beauties


I am in full party prep mode. We are hosting the first annual Jacksonfest Backyard Bash this Saturday evening. We are expecting 30 to 40 guests. It is like our coming out event in Indiana, PA society ; ) Give it a year or two and it may very well be the hottest ticket in town ; ) The only thing that could make it more awesome would be to have my OK/AR peeps in attendance...


I have enjoyed the purple iris flowers in our backyard the past month. We have three different versions, but they are all purple. They are vivid pops of color in the now mostly thick green landscape.